Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Home

I feel so close to you but yet so far from whom I have at home. Why is that? They say home is where the heart is, but what if your heart is missing? You tell me to stay home and work on it, but all the while you’re showing me the blueprints to your house. True your house is bigger, and it ain’t nothing like that new house smell. (Lol) I’m so tempted to move in but if I move right now I will lose my deposit from my previous home. Is it worth it? If I break my lease with her what make you think that I will not reciprocate. I wonder if I’m better off being homeless..

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  1. Sometimes home isn't actually far but just seems that way because your heart is somewhere else...home is in fact where the heart "belongs" but not necessarily where it "is"...the only time someone will say "stay home and work on it" is if they truely care for you and feel they want to be with you in a committed relationship...they only way they can make that happen is if you clear out your belongings (feelings) in your old house because if not then you'll bring more baggage into your new house...whether the house is bigger, smells nicer, or has perfect "landscaping" ;), the way you feel makes a house a home...and who worries about a deposit when the happiness you gain living in your new house makes the money worth nothing??? If you have to question if it's "worth it" or whether you'll reciprocate or not means you need to stay where you currently reside...or who knows, that may be the reason you current house is not a home...and FYI, NO ONE wants to EVER be homeless....

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  3. @ ChocolateEffect very well said.. Damn I love the way you put that!

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  4. Are u sure u r taking care of home while u r trying to leave?

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